It’s just never good enough for my mom. Matthew called it too. So we went to the store earlier, Matthew and I, to get a few last minute baby things. Well i wasn’t feeling all to good so we just went to the closest store to us. Well we got 4 things of wipes and A&D ointment because we really don’t need anything else. Well we were walking around figuring out what we wanted for dinner and i asked him ” do you think my mom will finally stop bitching about you?” And he laughed and said ” No. Nothing will ever make her stop bitching about me.”
He just left for the night and my mom commented ” doesn’t he get upset knowing that other people have bought her stuff and he hasn’t?” I fucking knew it… So i said ” he just went out and bought 4 freaking things of wipes and the A&D ointment i had been needing.” And she had the nerve to be like ” So.”
Are you kidding me?? We don’t have the money to be going on a fucking shopping spree for outfits or anything else we want, we bought what we needed, well let’s be honest we didn’t really need 4 things of wipes lol he just bought the rest that they had. He wanted to go get a few outfits but i didn’t fucking feel good and told him i didn’t want to go shopping so if anything it was my fault that he didn’t get outfits. Plus he’s only doing it because he want’s to make my mom happy and was gunna spend the rest of the money he needed to save for his stay down here and i don’t want him to have to worry about everything since we could still have 2 weeks till i have her. It fucking annoys me because he comes over, we go walking we watch tv and he buys us food so my mom is just getting mad for him being in her house. He hasn’t done anything wrong, he’s been respectful, he’s been nice he wouldn’t even get in the shower with me while my mom was out lol he said ” Your mom already hates me” He tries to make my mom happy or stay out of her way but she still has something to bitch about. I am so fucking tired of her just hating him, she cant even say that he hasn’t bought anything for her now but i guess what he got for alexis wasn’t enough for my mom.
I am starting to realize that nothing me or Matthew do will ever be good enough.